I had my first foreplay with this guy as we humped each other for a good 30 min. Keep in mind I was a complete virgin, only had a few fingers in my ass when I cammed for him, but was horny for cock. We took off our clothes and I lay on the bed naked. When we got in the motel room, my heart was pounding and my cock was throbbing. Probably not the best idea since he was 50 something and I was young, but I was horny. When I walked up to him, we were both very nervous and just said things like "are you ready for this" and "I cant wait." I started getting so horny as we walked, I started getting so horny though, and started thoughing his cock through his pants. He wasn't ugly, buy he was certainly a man in his fifties, a bit overweight and stocky. When I go off the bus I saw the him wearing the clothes he described. I'd never even taken the bus before, but my horniness made me so willing to do anything. The moment I walked out of my house my heart was beating like crazy, but I felt hornier than I ever have. We worked out a plan were I would take a bus to a point where he would meet me and we'd walk to a motel nearby.
We stopped jerking off, our balls full with cum, to save for our depraved encounter. We both were in an extremely horny state of mind I guess, because we decided to go for it.
One weekend when the family was gone for the day we had a pretty long edging session early. We were both to paranoid to actually do it. We started having conversations about how we should meet and fuck, and it was always just jerkoff fodder. I'd always cum on cam for him and feel that remorse, I never showed him my face though. We had many horny conversations about him fucking me in front of his wife, etc. I don't think we ever phonefucked, but at one point he definitely convinced me to get a webcam, and I would cam for him. He lived a few counties away from me, but in the same state. So now to the fucking: One day, I start chatting with an 50 something year old married guy and I don't quite exactly remember why, but we ended up jacking off together from time to time on messenger. I get both disgusted and horny thinking about moaning "fuck me harder daddy!" to some old guy states away, in middle of the night, in my filthy shed. At times, when my family was asleep, I'd take my phone and a jizz napkin in the shed behind the house in the middle of the night to get off like this. Despite my post cum remorse, I would always go back. We'd cum together moaning in extacy and hang up right after. I was usually pretty shy on the phone, but I loved when a guy was really verbal and would call me names, faggot, etc, while we were moaning over the phone. Pretty much whenever I was home alone I'd hit the chatrooms and find guys to phonefuck me. I would get older guys to give me their number and call it with *67 so they couldn't call me back. I'd cum, always feel mega jackoff remorse, close the chat, and usually block them.Īt some point I built up the courage to have phone sex with some guys. I had a lot of depraved convos with older guys about fucking my ass and making me their slutboi. I loved chatting with married guys because I knew they were paranoid about keeping it a secret like me. Anyway, nothing got me hornier than knowing these older guys wanted to use my ass.
I'd get horny doing something I think is otherwise disgusting. I was not and still do not consider myself gay, but when I get really horny I get in this depraved sense of mind. When I was around 15, I started going on chat rooms and chatting with older guys. I confess I let an older guy fuck me when I was 16.